7 DAYS
of silence & RITUAL
Morning Sensual Embodiment in Silence. Unleash the wild of your body with an undisturbed mind. Followed by spiritual practices to induce deep state meditation.
3 MEALS + afternoon tea a day
Feed your soul and nourish your being with delicious food by the sea.
WILD awakening
experiences
Evening Energy Sessions using kundalini activation and clear light healing energy work.
Plus daily private audiences with Angel to receive your custom spiritual practices.
Why SILENCE?
Broaden your horizon of joy, through deepening your capacity for presence.
Remember What’s Possible
​Swim naked in the Balinese sea, under a blanket of stars and feel wildly alive.
Lose yourself in the wild expression of your body, set free, amidst a tribe of women all devoted to doing the same.
Hear your inner voice, leading you bravely into the next chapter of your life.
Drip with inspiration and ideas that are so clearly your own.
Stop seeking outside yourself, and savour the sweetness of simply being you.
The Longing Beneath
the NOISE
All you want is to feel deeply at peace.
Powerful. Alive.
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Yet the hustle, the noise, the constant pull of social-media, comparison and our fast-paced world drags you away from yourself.
It can feel like swimming upstream to embody the woman you know you’re capable of being.
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What if you could hit pause?
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Stop waking up already behind, before the day has even begun
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Stop feeling depleted, even after a full night's rest.
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Stop doubting yourself, comparing yourself to everyone on social media, unsure what you want or how to follow through.
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Stop spinning out on AI and an endless parade of content, gorging yourself on information and getting further and further away from your truth.
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Stop looking outward for answers that can only come from within.
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Just… stop.
And instead… Rest. Reset. Receive.
Deeply.
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What Happens in Silence?
Into the Storm
At first, you begin to notice all the voices, patterns, and distractions
that are not you.
You see, often for the first time, the true quality of your inner world. This part can feel confronting, which is why I’ll be guiding you with compassion and expertise every step of the way. Using specific practices to support the process of emptying out these patterns and purifying the psyche and system.
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The Dark Wood
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Between what you are not and the remembrance of what you truly are:
love, a soul, truth… lies the Dark Wood.
Every initiation requires it.
To find our way, we must first lose it.
Here, you’ll learn to surrender into “not knowing”. The great letting go.
Through private audiences, immersion in nature, and profound daily spiritual practices, you’ll be held as you walk through this sacred threshold of the ultimate spiritual surrender.
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Emergence
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Like a butterfly breaking free from the cocoon, you begin to unfurl.
You touch your essence…
not as a concept, but as a lived, felt experience.
Often, this is accompanied by a bliss state: deeply present, profoundly joyful, needing nothing.
This blueprint will live in your system forever. Even years later, you’ll be able to call upon it. Once you’ve touched it, you can always return.
Integration: Embodying the Shift
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This retreat isn’t a peak experience you leave behind, it’s a soul recalibration.
The mystical experiences, spiritual practices, and soul friendships become woven into you. They will support and nourish your daily life long after Bali.​
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What do previous retreat guests have to say?
meet your guide
angel
Imagine being held by someone who has walked the path of deepest descent and returned, again and again. Who has explored both the depths of wounding and the heights of embodied aliveness.
I'm Angel, your guide for Holy Longing. With over a decade of experience in somatic, spiritual, and trauma-informed work, I’ve devoted my life to helping women remember the wisdom of their bodies, soften into their sensuality, and awaken to the sacred pulse of life moving through them.
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At this retreat, I will guide you through spiritual rituals, nature immersion, sensual embodiment and kundalini energy healing....
That will open you to presence, pleasure, creativity, and deep belonging. All through the most transformative medicine of all... silence.
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This is not about becoming someone new. It is about remembering who you already are:
whole, radiant, and alive.
Are you ready for the ultimate spiritual surrender experiment? To step into a life of embodied joy?
The Invitation of HOLY LONGING...
Come home to who you were before the noise​
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“Never let go of the necessity for silence … the only way you get really close with another person is the beautiful hallways of solitude that allow you to approach something unspeakable inside of yourself. This allows you to do the same with another person. “ David Whyte
After Holy Longing, You’ll Return Home With:
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A grounded sense of self-trust
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A soulful inner compass for every decision
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A deep, abiding peace that requires no external validation​
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secure your EXPERIENCE
*AirFare and Transportation to Venue is not included*
You’ll return home:
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Clear, centred, and connected: not as a fleeting feeling but as a steady state
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Grounded in truth when life gets noisy
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Able to listen inward for guidance you can trust
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Leading from your centre, not your stress
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Accessing peace, clarity, and presence. Anytime, anywhere
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This is the real work: bringing the sacred into the everyday.
And you won’t be alone, you’ll have opportunities to deepen privately with me and gather in our monthly circles to stay anchored in this state.
Because when the source of your relationship with everything changes:
everything changes.
This is how you become the woman who no longer seeks permission.
She listens. She leads. She lives from her soul.